CeleSeraphym дневник, владелец - '
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Октябрь 2009
I'm so silly...
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06.10.09
\t\t\t\t\t\tCrazy, I know, but...lol, today was the first time I have actually been SAD\r\nabout not being selected for a sims modeling contest. Don\'t laugh! I\r\nknow it\'s all in good fun and has absolutely no influence on our real\r\nlives...but it\'s nice to be included in them...to have someone say \'hey,\r\ni really like what you\'ve done - i can see you put a lot of time,\r\neffort and heart into your creation -- i\'d love to include it!\'. \r\nWho doesn\'t want to hear that, right? I\'m not at ALL bitter towards\r\nanyone, no judge, no contestant -- just frustrated I guess that I\r\ncouldn\'t come up with something they liked, despite the work that I put\r\ninto it (everyone worked hard on their sims for this contest and it shows). I think my sim\r\nwas too made up...? Too much cc maybe? Or just plain awful! That\r\ncould always be the case -- most of the things I make suck *** most of\r\nthe time anyway (you don\'t see many sims, stories, or other things\r\nuploaded from me, right?).
Ah well. Life goes on. My husband\r\nthinks I should stop doing these competitions, but it\'s something\r\ndifferent from just playing the game. Maybe I\'ll do another one in the\r\nfuture...not feeling too confident right now though. :(
Ah well. Life goes on. My husband\r\nthinks I should stop doing these competitions, but it\'s something\r\ndifferent from just playing the game. Maybe I\'ll do another one in the\r\nfuture...not feeling too confident right now though. :(
