ditzybug59ply дневник, владелец - '
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Апрель 2011
Frustrated
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30.04.11
I need to remember that the majority of people on this site are very young. I see the teenage melt downs and get irritated with how silly they are. I need to remember to these younger ones that they aren\'t silly. To them they are major in this moment. after over fifty years on the planet, I realize oh so well what is serious and what isn\'t. I wish I could reach out somehow to these younger ones and help them see that someone having a similar idea to yours isn\'t copying and if someone does copy (not the complete story) just the idea who cares? Their version will be different because they each have different minds and imaginations. The Mom in me comes out and gets very protective when someone is upset. I want to console them and reason with them and get them to see, in the scheme of things, this isn\'t serious at all. All this makes me think also, what am I doing here anyway if the users on this site are so much younger? Well, after 4 car accidents and the resulting injuries, I am not able to do much of what I used to. My son bought me Sims 2 Double Deluxe as I couldn\'t see to read due to spinal cord injury and I sure couldn\'t move much. He remembered how I liked to play with them, (my children) when I had gotten them Sims 1 complete Edition and if couldn\'t read I could create my own stories with Sims 2. He saved me. I could sit in my recliner in positions that were not too painful with the laptop in my lap and play god with my little Sims and keep myself occupied. I couldn\'t be up for very long, I couldn\'t do much of anything. I have gained a whole new respect for people with spinal cord injuries let me tell you. It has taken a long time to regain some of the ground I lost with that last wreck. As a side note here, with that many wrecks happening, you would think that at least one of the would have been my fault right? NOT! I just seemed to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. I also happen to have a disease called fibromyalgia and a condition called degenerative disc disease, arthritis, and something else with a name ten feet long that has to do with the openings between the vertebrae in my spine narrowing and closing in on the nerve endings that spread throughout the body. I don\'t know why I am even rambling on here like this, if you are actually reading this far a apologize for all the ridiculous, aimless, wondering, rambling. I started out just being frustrated with silly little things. Maybe I should just make a blog entry on my Sim journey and how it has evolved. I will leave this mess with a positive. I love this site, it\'s members and of course most of all, my friends here. I love all of their creativity and contributions that they share. I has definitely added to my life in a very enjoyable way. I used to be able to work a ten hour day easily and do anything around the house that I wanted to. Now I am limited to an hour or two of light house work in I am lucky and there is no more working on my yard or garden. that has been very difficult for me. I can come make my little Sims work their gardens go to work or do a marathon cleaning of their house if I choose. They help me feel like I can accomplish those things myself in a small way. And of course they provide unlimited entrainment, enjoyment and laughs. Enough nonsense.
