ditzybug59ply's Blog
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März 2011
Want to do a sim story
GEPOSTET AM
24.03.2011
I want to make a story of my own. I am not easily intimidated but thinking of creating a story and uploading it intimidates me! I am very self-critical. I still want to do one tho, I have all these ideas bouncing around inside my skull and would like to try them. I just need to get busy and do it and not worry so much about how awful it might be. Or what if I can\'t make it perfect. Who cares!!!!!!!!!!! As long as I am having fun, what else matters!!!!
Not a Good Day!
GEPOSTET AM
17.03.2011
The weather has been so nice and then now there is another storm moving in. Owie, owie, OWIE!!! I pampered myself tho by buying something from the sims store. And it was on sale! :-) makes me even happier getting a good deal! Island Villa, very pretty. I am going to go do some redecorating or building or something to get my mind off of the pain. It isn\'t the pain I mind so much, its the totally drained, not energy, not able to drag myself to do anything feeling I hate and can\'t stand. I zaps everything. I have to force myself to do even fun things. Even like playing sims, but I hate not doing something. So I am going to have fun!!!!!
Grumpy Again!!!!!!!!!
GEPOSTET AM
14.03.2011
I am grumpy again. I am going to play with my simmies because I can control them! My real family in making me nuts. They make stupid choices and them Mommy needs to fix it and make everything all better again. I am not going to fix it. I may be Mommy but it is not my job to bail any of them out for their stupid choices that they knew better than to make in the first place. They are adults and now they need to deal with it. I am not doing them any favors \"fixing\" things. Be mad at me if you want I don\'t care! You won\'t learn anything by me \"fixing\" it. And at the very least maybe you will think twice before you do the same thing again. And you won\'t be bothering me while you are mad at me. Win win situation. Ha!
Not as Grumpy anymore!
GEPOSTET AM
11.03.2011
Ok so I went to my Dr. for a treatment. I have been putting it off because each prolo-therapy treatment costs $350.00. Things are tight for us right now with with me not being able to work. I did not realize how much pain I was in or how really lousy I felt. I actually have a little bit of energy now. And I don\'t feel like killing my family just because they are standing next to me and making noise breathing! I am sure they appreciate that. So I think my sim family is totally safe now. I won\'t kill them off. Found out I have tendinitis in my hands now also, so at least I know what is wrong with them now. It is good to feel a little better tho. Maybe I can get a few house chores done now so my husband isn\'t stuck with so many of them. He never complains tho, he is so good to me. (Even if he does make me crazy!) I tell him it isn\'t his fault. It\'s genetic he can\'t help it if he is male. Maybe I will feel like playing sims a little more now too since my hands won\'t be as painful now.
Killing sim Family
GEPOSTET AM
07.03.2011
Ok, I made my \"simself\" family. I had full intentions of killing off the ones that bug me!.................. I couldn\'t do it! :-( I couldn\'t do it. Damnation! Oh well. They are just acting the way I would like the to because I am controlling them. Witch is very satisfying I must say. So at least I enjoy that as an accomplishment. Can you say,,,, \"Control Freak!!!\" I am still grumpy today. Need to remember I cannot and do not need to control everything. Is there such a thing as post, post menopausal? My attitude sucks like way sucks big time. I did have fun playing my sims tho. I haven\'t really played for a long time and maybe I need to start playing more often. So I will just go immerse myself in my simmies and enjoy that. I feel a little better now that I vented. :-)
Blah, blah, BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!
GEPOSTET AM
06.03.2011
I am in a grumpy mood today. Why am I writing about it here? I don\'t know! Maybe I just feel like including others in my icky attitude. Who really reads these anyway. Mine is not funny or clever or even consistent. I hate this keyboard! I just accidentally erased half of what I wrote! ERRRRRRRR! I feel like a 15 year old teenage girl stamping her feet, squealing, jumping up and down in a mellow-dramatic meltdown. Wanting nothing other than to get people\'s attention to look at me and notice I am having a fit. But is anybody here? No! I am alone as usual while everyone else is out working or doing what they want to. But Mom is at home, she isn\'t doing anything! We will just call her and have her go do the running about chores that we don\'t want to do! I don\'t think so. The is plenty I could be doing right now. Clean the kitchen, do laundry, put clean laundry away, gather trash and take it out, vacuum the floors sweep and mop the hardwood floors, windows need washed. Gee, Clean the whole house properly would have been easier to say! I don\'t want to do any of those things tho. And I am not going to! Me and all the cats are just going to goof off! I think I am going to make a sim family and have a swimming party with my family and then wall the pool off! Or gather them all in a room with each having their own stoves and have a cooking contest. Then take out all the doors! I have never purposely killed any simmies, but those thoughts are making me feel better! How bad of me is that? Homicidal much?????
